Once again in my life I’ve become heartbroken.
As you spoke those words I long hated, my heart silently
and slowly broke.
Tears of anger and pain flowed down my face, like a
waterfall of blood.
My mind so cluttered with past memories and this
untimely event.
All my mind was focused on was the whys of all this and
us.
I loved you so much, how can I go on?
The thought of ending all this pain, I feel so strong.
I could get back at you and kill my pain
But why me?
Why do I get hurt all the time?
Your so insensitive with your "I don’t care" attitude,
trying to "help me" as you said.
You can’t believe how much I hated you at that moment.
My friends all comforted me while you kept making
things worse.
Words can't show how bad you hurt me and how you
killed a major part of who I am!
I have to go on, get back at you by being good and not
hurt.
You'll see one day you'll regret hurting me.
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Your words so piercing to my heart.
Saying that you want us to split apart.
All eyes full of painful tears.
Coming out of us all those unwanted fears.
Vision blurred, mind so blank.
My heart filled with love just sank.
You held me tightly to you.
Not knowing what to do.
I love you, I wish it had not had to be this way.
I wish I knew the perfect words to say.
I can't help this pain, it hurts so bad.
Everywhere, every time I feel so sad.
This depressed feeling.
Which I wish would start healing.
My mind now clouded in thoughts so deep.
That just makes me begin to weep.
Why can't everything be like a bliss?
Why does this hurt like this?
Will my heart mend?
Will I ever again my love send?
Am I as hopeless at love as in success?
Will I ever learn this way was the best?
Please heart heal.
Learn to feel.
Feel the love I once had.
Learn to be once again glad.
Move on try not to look back.
Learn to live with everything I lack.
I did not yet lose the one I care for.
So why, is my heart feeling sore?
Shouldn't I be happy that he is still with me?
I guess for now, I will just let things be.
